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FICTION: A PORTRAIT OF DOOMED LOVE
Breaking Silences
By Rehman Anwer
Broken Leg Publications
ISBN: 978-9697736089
50pp.
Known for its compressed narration instead of its commercial appeal, the novella has become something of a pariah in modern-day publishing. The form occupies a clumsy, intermediary space between the short story and the novel. Owing to the misconception that full-length novels sell more than novellas or short story collections, few presses are willing to undertake the risk of venturing into this precarious territory.
Be that as it may, the form carries its own subtle grace. At its core, the novella is a literary architecture rooted in restraint — a category of fiction wherein structural precision and economy hold sway.
In an essay for The New Yorker, titled ‘Some notes on the novella’, British author and screenwriter Ian McEwan billed the form as “the perfect form of prose fiction.” He likened it to “the beautiful daughter of a rambling, bloated, ill-shaven giant… who’s a genius on his best days.” Extolling the virtues of the novella, McEwan believes that it enables writers to achieve perfection and unity in a narrative.
At a time when Anglophone literature from Pakistan is saturated with expansive works of fiction and non-fiction, Rehman Anwer’s novella Breaking Silences emerges as an anomaly. Even as an outlier, this intriguing tale is likely to enjoy a favourable position on account of its brevity.
A debut novella offers a biting critique on the conventional wisdom that views relationships as antidotes to loneliness
Spanning a mere 50 pages, Anwer’s debut work of fiction promises to be a compact narrative — a veritable blessing for readers who flinch at the sight of heavy tomes. Yet, the novella’s deceptively simple premise masks hidden layers of complexity.
Breaking Silences features a fraught reunion between estranged lovers. On a “slow and dreary afternoon”, a grey-haired Wali walks into a cafe in Lahore to meet a woman who was once the focal point of his world. Fittingly named Kainat (the Urdu equivalent for ‘universe’), the latter has arranged this meeting in an earnest effort to seek closure. Steered by a misguided optimism, Kainat hopes the encounter will help the two of them give voice to suppressed emotions and find a doorway to peace. However, this fated afternoon threatens to morph into a delicate dance around old wounds and unforgotten betrayals.
Three years before this meeting, Kainat abandoned him to marry an eligible suitor. Following this dramatic turn in their rose-tinted romance, a searing silence settled between them that steadily deepened into a chasm. Before their relationship tragically ended, Wali and Kainat were bound to each other by a “love [that] came to their lives like spring, short and sweet, filling their lives with daffodils and dreams.”
However, the fervour of that unforgettable spring has ebbed away, leaving a trail of emotional scars. As the novella begins, Kainat and Wali reunite in autumn — a time when fallen leaves are scattered across Lahore’s streets and “resignation [has] replaced the chaos of love.”
Unfortunately, the venue chosen for this meeting is far from neutral. It is the same cafe where the erstwhile lovers met close to a decade ago. Therefore, Wali and Kainat find it challenging to escape the stranglehold of memories and regard each other with fresh eyes.
Their conversation — at once intensely emotional yet measured — inevitably turns to the past. Even as they scrutinise each other’s conduct, the ex-lovers maintain a veneer of civility, as though they are speaking as strangers. While Wali and Kainat pull their punches and avoid a full-blown confrontation with each other, they are propelled by rage that steadily morphs into regret.
Kainat’s contrition takes the shape of a profound sadness over the loss of what could have been. Shackled by the “invisible chains” imposed on her by her family, Kainat decided to forsake her own happiness at the altar of conventions. “Sometimes it’s the sweetest words of your family, your fear of breaking their hearts, or letting them down in front of others, or a combination of all three, that lead you to make your life decisions at the expense of your own happiness,” she tells Wali. Now, as the loneliness of her marital life gnaws at her, Kainat contemplates whether the pursuit of happiness truly amounts to selfishness.
For Wali’s part, regret unfolds in the form of reluctance. He has learnt to live through his “daily routine and some memories of [a] beautiful relationship” with Kainat, but his unwillingness to replace her with another woman reflects his concerns about the sheer futility of love.
In their own distinct ways, Wali and Kainat are victims of circumstance. The former comes through as a “silent sufferer… the storm keeper who would never allow his chaos to impact others around him.” Ironically, he is weighed down by the chaos of the uncaring world he actively sought to shield from his own dilemmas. Kainat, though, emerges as a pale shadow of her old self — a woman defeated not by her own cowardice, but her reluctance to defy social expectations.
Breaking Silences isn’t a novella driven by plot, but a quiet study of these two characters as they come to terms with the insidious ways in which they have been wounded by circumstances beyond their control. Lahore isn’t just the locale where the drama of Wali and Kainat’s lives is staged. On the contrary, its changing infrastructural landscape becomes an abiding metaphor for the gradual deterioration of their bond.
“I miss the old Lahore,” Kainat says during their meandering conversation, “its secrets and mysteries, and most of all, the old us — you and me.”
Anwer’s novella offers a biting critique on the conventional wisdom that views relationships as antidotes to loneliness. The reality, as discerning readers will discover in the pages of this slim volume, is that the self cannot be stifled in the pursuit of love.
Breaking Silences tackles a serious subject with aplomb, but the weightier themes are balanced seamlessly with occasional moments of levity. At one point in the narrative, the conversation drifts towards Wali’s preoccupation with the absurdist and existentialist writers of the 20th century. Wali takes this as a cue to describe the conversations he imagines himself having with great literary giants such as Franz Kafka, Samuel Beckett, Sylvia Plath and Virginia Woolf in “a special corner of hell.”
However, this brief exchange isn’t seeded into the narrative as an afterthought, but as an eerie reminder of Wali’s plight. Beneath the veneer of witty repartee, readers will detect the despondency that haunts him.
The novella reveals the power of having difficult, painful and unpleasant conversations about matters of the heart. Unfortunately, Anwer’s characters struggle to arrive at an optimistic conclusion to the situation. Wali and Kainat are trapped in a shell of self-pity and loathe themselves for the tragic end of their intense romance — a common tendency among those who are hapless in love. Even so, the conversation at the cafe urges them to confront dark, crippling realities about themselves and their conduct in emotionally turbulent relationships.
The strength of Breaking Silences lies in its immersive, accessible prose. Anwer doesn’t resort to melodramatic flourishes and mines some unsettling truths about human relationships with remarkable clarity and precision.
The reviewer is the author of the critically acclaimed novels Typically Tanya and No Funeral for Nazia.
X: @TahaKehar
Published in Dawn, Books & Authors, November 30th, 2025
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Wonder Craft: Paper cup dustbin – Newspaper
Recycling things is one of those habits that makes you feel proud, like you did something good without trying too hard and also helped the environment.
We all have things lying around, some in use, some totally useless, and half the time we don’t even notice them. So one random moment, a thought came into my mind: why not turn a paper cup into something useful instead of throwing it away? And then I came up with making this tiny DIY craft dustbin from a simple paper cup. It’s a small, fun idea that actually “works” and looks cute on the table. Let’s start making.
Things you need:
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Two paper cups (you can also use plastic)
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Scotch tape
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Scissors
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Craft stick one
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Pencil
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Glue stick
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Two pieces of coloured paper (green and any other colour)
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Hot glue (optional)
Directions:
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Put the cup upside down on any coloured paper (other than green). Trace a circle around the rim with a pencil and cut it out; pictures 2 and 3.
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Take another paper cup and cut off the curved top part along with about one centimetre of the cup below it; see pictures 4 and 5. This trimmed cup will go inside the main cup later.
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Cut a cup-wrap shape from green paper. Then cover the outside of the main cup with a glue stick; pictures 6 and 7.
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Make a small slit at the bottom of the cup, with scissors or a paper cutter, just big enough for a craft stick to slide in easily; pictures 8 and 9.
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On the craft stick, measure about one inch from one end, flatten the curved sides and paste the flattened part down one inch from one side of the remaining stick; see pictures 10 and 11.
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Carefully push the smaller end of the stick into the slit at the bottom of the cup, leaving the longer part of the stick outside; see picture 12.
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Now insert the smaller cut cup (the one we trimmed earlier) inside the main cup; picture 13.
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Take the circle you cut from the coloured paper in step 1, place it on top of your dustbin as a lid and tape it on from one side with scotch tape. When you press the stick outside, the inner cup lifts upward and the lid opens just like the real dustbins; see picture 14.
Isn’t it amazing and cute DIY?
The writer can be contacted at ithecraftman@gmail.com
Published in Dawn, Young World, December 6th, 2025
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Story time : The veiled robber – Newspaper
My school had taken us to the State Bank Museum as part of its educational field trip programme. I was on cloud nine, as I had a keen interest in finance and how the commerce and banking system operate. My friends had brought snacks for the trip and we enjoyed them along with constant giggles and commotion. The view was mesmerising as we passed the beach, watching the waves seamlessly crash into the sand.
As we reached our destination, my eyes immediately locked onto the massive building. It was a fine piece of stone and brick, with the marble shimmering in the distance. I noticed the lead used for the windows and the concrete shaping the entrance. According to the guide, the materials used in designing and building this colossal structure had been imported from England and Italy decades ago and had been well preserved ever since.
The air conditioner’s cool air greeted us as we entered the museum’s premises. The guide showed us a presentation about money and how it had evolved over the decades. After that, we were escorted to a room with large paintings.
They resembled Roman mosaics and contained a great deal of colour and detail. I learnt that the paintings explained how commerce worked in ancient times through barter trading and then gold. Agriculture was also visible in the paintings, highlighting its significance, and then modern-day banknotes and vaults were also depicted. We looked at a few other paintings, but quickly began to feel listless, as did the others; only a true artist could comprehend and appreciate the effort put into them, which we were not.
Moving on, we entered a room filled with glass cases. They contained numerous coins of various colours and sizes. Different figures were engraved on them and they looked fascinating. Alongside them were ancient forms of money, such as seashells, miniature clay tablets and so on.
“These are ancient relics spanning from the kingdoms in India, such as the Guptas and Dravidians, to the Muslim and Mongol empires,” explained the guide.
I scanned the cases, pondering how each ruler was so eager to have their face minted on the coins of their kingdoms. I came across old banknotes as well, dating back to the time the British ruled India. The banknotes had pictures of King George of England on them and I felt as if I had teleported back in time, especially since the interior of the museum also resembled a British building from the post–World War II era.
The guide then led us to a hall decorated with stamps and posters collected over the past century. Looking at posters and stamps doesn’t really float my boat, so I slipped out of the crowd.
Suddenly, something peculiar caught my attention. Bizarre sounds were echoing from a room and curiosity gripped me. I made my way towards it. A person was inside, their face obscured by a veil. I was puzzled as to whether the figure was male or female, but I was determined to uncover their identity. Just then, I couldn’t control myself and sneezed.
The figure spun around and noticed me. I held my composure, keeping my eyes locked on the mysterious person, and spotted a rope within my reach. My heart began racing, yet I steadied myself and flung the rope at the individual’s feet, causing them to trip. The veil came off and, dumbfounded, I scratched my head briefly.
It was Elvis Presley standing there, staring at me!
“That man died decades ago… so how could he be right before my eyes?” I wondered.
Immediately, I smelt rubber and understood what had transpired. Without thinking twice, I yanked at his face. He resisted, but due to my dogged persistence, he had nowhere to run.
After relentless effort, I managed to pull the mask off and before me stood the manager of the bank. My jaw dropped.
My school teachers and students, along with the security, had gathered as I had caused quite a commotion. The manager was arrested on the spot and after a few inquiries, the police informed our school that he had been after the ancient relics. He had calculated their approximate worth ever since he assumed office. The value ran into the billions, and he was planning to steal it all under the guise of being manager.
The security forces and museum staff thanked me, and my school was notified that the executive board, as well as I, had been invited to the capital for a state dinner celebrating this remarkable achievement. I was to be awarded a medal and recognised as a national hero.
Published in Dawn, Young World, December 6th, 2025
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Story time : Finding your tribe! – Newspaper
“Guys, wait for me!” I called to my friends as I was packing my bag.
They didn’t seem to want to wait and just kept walking. I caught up with them, but they looked pretty miffed about me buzzing around them. They finally heaved a sigh of relief when I headed towards another door, as we went through different gates, me to the van area and they to the car parking.
We were a group of five, that perfect gang that was fit to be on a drama cast. We had the innocent Mishal, the sassy Bismah, the fashionista Rumaissa, the quiet Aliza and, of course, the high scorer (I’m only admitting this for a good intro), me. We had been together since day one of this year. But now, they were ignoring me.
Okay, so a little fact about me: I’ve always been ready to please people, ready to adjust. I make friends with everyone, though I kind of prefer if they are a bit like me.
Being totally unaware of why I was being ignored, I started guessing the reason. Obviously, I thought it was because I always wore desi clothes while hoodies and T-shirts made up most of their wardrobe. I assumed it was because I was a bit behind on trends. So, determined to change things back to normal, I decided to show that I was hurt.
I started getting quieter in class, more distant. I don’t know how I actually looked, but I might have done a great job; my classmates were asking what was wrong. But my friends weren’t. They were too busy in their own lives. All except Bismah, though. She always made me feel like I mattered.
It was just an ordinary science class when the teacher asked us to divide into groups of four for a project. The marks would be added to the final exams, so, for once, our class was taking it seriously.
“Hey, let’s do it together,” Bismah whispered. I nodded fervently. “Though we need two more members…” she trailed off.
“You can ask Mishal and Aliza,” I offered. I seriously thought that would do the trick. And it did.
We worked hard for a week, our WhatsApp chats flooded with ideas and documents. We actually got a pretty good grade, and I thought everything was back to normal, that we were travelling back to Friendshipville.
But the second we walked out of the classroom, they forgot I was there. Only Bismah stayed by my side. It was tempting to wave my arms and say, “Hello? You guys know I exist or was I only real for doing hard work so you could get a good grade?!”
But I didn’t say anything. I never do. I was officially replaced in my gang by Zunaira, Amira and Hannah. I just went into a loop of endless confusion and sprained trust.
It was just luck that one day, when our teacher shuffled our seats, I got a seat next to Zara, Maryam and Friha.
Zara was the cricket expert, like seriously, The Cricket Expert. She could hit ten sixes in a row and won us every match against other classes. Maryam was the music fan, the one who is a bit annoying and sarcastic, but a very good friend. Friha was the class buddy, always checking in with everyone and providing emotional support.
They had always supported me. Once, I was hesitant about talking about a particular thing because I thought people would think I was weird or cringe. Maryam and Friha had towered above me (even though I’m taller than both of them).
“Seriously, Fatimah, stop worrying who will think what,” Maryam said.
“Life’s too short to worry. What has to happen, has to happen,” Friha added, grinning.
Zara, as usual, was ready to distract my mind with a cricket bat in her hand.
They always stayed by me, never letting me feel alone in a crowd. They always made sure they had an endless supply of humour and comebacks for me. I was very hesitant about playing sports, but one day after a random game of throwball with them, I got so much encouragement.
“You should play a whole lot more, maybe even consider entering school matches,” Zara had said.
“Maybe… I don’t know. I just like playing with you guys. Thanks, though,” I had replied, grinning.
I always felt scared about setting boundaries with other people. But my new friends had already asked to set some rules. They made sure I wasn’t hiding anything that was bothering me.
I tried my best to be there for them as well. I remember that during the class party, Maryam had been freaking out because a girl in another class had worn the exact same dress as her.
“Please, relax,” I had hissed while she muttered about being accused of copying. “She has a different print on hers. No one has time to notice.”
I still talked to my old group, smiled at them and stayed friendly, especially with Bismah, who I still text, because I hadn’t really left them. I had just let them be more complete without me, more perfect without me. And honestly, I agree. They seem better off without me.
Sometimes there are places where you fit, but there are places where you fit even better. Sometimes it’s hard to let go, but sometimes, you have to.
I did, and now, when I see Mishal, Rumaissa, Bismah, Aliza, Zunaira, Amira and Hannah goofing around, I realise I not only found new friends, but I also let them be themselves more freely without me there, accidentally ruining their vibe.
I get it, it’s hard. But once you do it, chances are you’ll cherish your decision.
Stop running after people, stop depending on them.
See the people who trust you, who make you feel you have a place in their hearts.
Because they, I must say, might be the ones who are truly yours.
Published in Dawn, Young World, December 6th, 2025
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